I Find Inspiration In The Shower


The last 24 months or so has been one slow, but now rewarding, journey of self discovery. I don't think I've asked myself as many questions as I did in this time frame and I'm happy that I am finally allowing myself to be honest and true to myself. I've not entirely found all the answers and I still don't know where this will take me, but I feel hopeful that I am finally getting somewhere.

Since my last post, I've found it incredibly hard to start blogging again. On so many occasions, I found myself with ideas and things that I wanted to blog and talk about, but never really found the focus, courage or time to do it. Or, I was just simply distracted. All I am left with are folders after folders of unedited pictures, scattered ideas in my brain and random DIY materials stored nicely at the DIY section in my house.

It's been pretty much similar with everything else in my life. There were a lot of trials and errors, and at the same time, I've said 'No' more times than I would normally have, when I shouldn't have. I'm left with lots of ideas and could haves, but maybe, some stories to tell.

The good news is, I think I've finally found some clarity. I don't know how it happened, and I still don't know how to start writing again, but somehow, something just clicked, very recently. All I know is that I have a clearer picture of whom I intend to be in the future, and that there is a rough idea of how I intend to lead my life. At the same time, I've also come to accept that you can't have it all, but there is no harm at all in trying. This is a personal reminder to not stop, even when someone says no.

Any of you had similar experiences? What do you do to keep yourself going, especially when someone says no?

The gist of it all is, my life has been nothing short of amazing and I feel so strongly now, more than ever, that it's time to say "Thank you, Universe". I can't wait to see what comes next! :)

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